There's always this time, when your mood isn't right.
Everything just seems negative to you, but, you don't know what's wrong.
People say i'm pms-ing, but, am i really?

Nothing goes right for you.
You think through what your friends once said, "We'll always be there for you."
And then you think again, "Really? Where are you right now?"
And then again, you didn't tell them what's wrong, how the hell can they be there for you? They're not god.
Then again... even if i really tell them what's wrong, will they be of any help?
it's something that have been troubling for years, and it never changed no matter how many new friends i made. it's not something that you can help yourself, neither do anyone.

& so i told myself,
It's always best to count on yourself.. no.one.else.
Trust me, not even families, even the one closet to you..


15January2011
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