I finally broke down after hanging on for so long. It just came running down, but i felt shiok after everything. Still sad but at least it's out.. I'm really sorry to all friends that my mood has been especially down this month. I think i've been quite guai lan and straight forward towards you all recently. I told myself that i wouldn't do this to my friends before, but eventually i still did it. Letting my mood affect the way i behave in front of you people. I'm sincerely sorry for this.
Especially jiehui, i know you've been down, but i didn't bother about comforting you just cos i'm feeling bad myself.. I overlook your feelings.. Yet you still show concern for me..
I promise to stand up again, will never think of committing suicide. But you see, if i keep saying that i wna die, at that point of time, i really feel like leaving this world. But then again, if i would really wna commit suicide, i would not even tell anyone and just die. So... be glad that i'm still posting 'i wna die' stuffs heee. & friends, you don't have to worry about me, the reason i don't wna share about my stuffs is because, you people are not in the situation as i'm in, therefore, you wouldn't know what im exactly feeling.. That's why i say there's no point in saying, and it only make you people having more burden. So no point right? (:
