its just a post with blanks cos ive got nth to say!(: and making my post longer heh.
whenever i look at others family's picture, i stare at it with hanker. everytime i heard 'family day', i was wondering, wow, there's still family day now? tell me, whats the feeling of a real home. ive long forgotten that perception. she told me, how good others' children are. how filial they are. how much she is envious of them. but have she wondered, i also desire for all those they had. im one who dun shows my filial by talking, but with actions. i doubt she ever realised those. i wont ever regret if i die at an early age. thats my hope somehow. ending it asap! why was i ever born. into this strange place called Earth. dont think ill find the meaning of life, even when im gone. love being alone!
