Woke up ytd morning at 10am and bathed.

Organise my store in maple [-.-] .

All of a sudden, i got a very very stomach upset .

No matter what i do , it hurts like hell . As if im going to die in no time .

I sweat like i just ran 2.4km .

I lied on the bed trying to calm myself down .

Well , the pain last for almost half an hour .

It must be due to me eating maggie mee with chilli (alot) in the morning at 1am+ .

And i slept like around 2am+ . Think it didnt get to digest much .

And im gonna eat now as well , cos im hungry every night or rather morning at this time... 1am+ -.-

Mapled almost whole day today ....

No life me .

I received his sms .

AND

that feelin is back *

that sec 4 feeling when im super in love with him / the happiness when i received his sms .

I thought i've forgotten him since duno when , but i guess im wrong .

what can i do ? i need to fall in love with another guy in order to forget him .

thats the only way i guess >.>

But i dont feel sad for loving him so much , cos he's worth it . <3

Every night i dreamt of something .

My mind seems to be going through alot of things ...

I hate dreaming , cos it means that my brain isnt resting when im sleeping !

Its still working and thinking . Dam it .

Why do i always have so many things going through in my mind hais .

Hypothesize me pls ...