pic drew in event construction lesson due to boredom .

im in a very bad bad mood today .
@&!%#&!%@^!!%@

IDK WHAT I WANT !
i hate this kind of feeling ,
cos it really sucks .
even my friends can tell that im in a 'sad' mood .
2 came to me and say ;
why u look so sad today .
i was like , huh idk T_T
i sighed like for the 1738271931th times today .
im gonna get old real soon .
everytime i laugh too long ,
i'll cry . not laugh till cry but ,
laugh till i feel that im not happy but just an act-out-laugh .
means my laughters are fake .
i really have too much in my heart .
but idk what it is ....

im dam suay today .
stupid IP blocked , died once [maple] .
wth the IP blocked changed my mood totally .
everything planned destoryed .
dam sian , make me even moody .
i think im quitting soon ,
happy to hear it ?

homework piled up , not even one done .
SIAN , SUAY , SUCKS
-emo-

30April2009
2330pm