confidence ! bold ! speak up ! that's what i really lack of . how can i overcome everything ! im v fed up . im so paiseh of everything , this and that . little bit also face can red . even talk on phone zz . its been with me for life . i thought i've already been kinda social . who knows during today presentation , i sucks to hell . unable to speak up at all . throwing my face in front of everyone . i have no face to face them T.T im very very dissapointed with myself . emo-ed little today . if nvr sms , 100% back to my true self . hais , i hate myself . such a failure . dumb thats everyone call me . noob thats what i said to myself ! i dun wan the same thing to happen the next round . pls .. ]';
