I wish they can go back to those times . I felt so helpless whenever i heard those squeaking sounds . Just like someone calling for help , but i just couldn't do anything . My heart is so painful looking at those injuries . Can someone tell me what i should do ? Thought of vet , but it is expensive . I'm selfish , i should have been prepared for bringing it to the vet . I shouldn't have bought it at first . I'm just bringing harm to it . I'm a bad owner ! A very very bad one ! I'm useless as well . Sometimes , when i heard it squeaking , i feel like shuting my ears and pretending nothing has happen . But i know i just can't . I'm ...... helpless . Maybe i should separate them . Let them take turns to stay in the cage . Hais .
23January2009
1520pm