i'm thinking too much today . or maybe it's a fact that i don't wish to accept . or whatever it is , it had already happened . sorry friends for emoing this afternoon . just couldn't help myself . but i felt better after a while (: during poa , i just started memorising those formulaes for the test later on . well , but during the test , mind once again blank . so i anyhow did the calculations putting in great numbers that i see on it xD and of course i got it all wrong lols . at least the paper isn't blank . and i would like to apologise to my poa teacher for being so restless today as well . even though he couldn't see this , but just would like to apologise here . i will do my best for my prelims ! hope that i would motivate myself to start studying at least by tomorrow x= hmm , but with this kind of weather it's really kind of tough har . anyways , thanks jiajin for being there for me this afternoon . *I know i'm thinking too much.