today had been a very very wasted day . slept at 4.30am . woke up at 1.15pm . use the laptop once awake . tried finding movie to watch online but don't know the volume is so soft on crunchyroll . so turned on the tv instead and listened to songs by Jay Chou's concert . during that period , i kept myself occupied . by vacuuming and mopping the floor . had been feeling down since the time i came back from the feast yesterday . yes , it could be the guilt . or rather ... i don't know . after the housework , used the laptop till around 5pm+ . watched tv programme till 6.30pm . went to sleep till 9.50pm . and here im posting . im so aimless now . i feel so lifeless . *i don't know what's wrong with me...